"My earliest memory
was occasioned by a little-known wartime disaster.
"Two thousand
soldiers were photographed just before they embarked on a troop
ship. It was probably the most poignant photograph ever taken because
all except one perished in a torpedo ambush.
"My Uncle Joe
was saved because at the last minute he was diagnosed with TB and
was taken off the ship.
" My mother,
then 26, was a fanatical believer in the power of prayer and in
spite of the blackout organised all-night prayer meetings, possibly
in the belief that the Almighty would be more impressed.
"These stalwart
members of a tiny little church were indeed brave.
"Searchlights
overhead following the faint, feeble glow of wartime shaded lamps,
gasmasks at the ready, eight to 10 people, women and men trudged
down from Cradeley Heath past the gasworks up a steep alleyway,
down a stone-littered unmade road, before reaching the earth path
that led to a converted chainmaking workshop.
"It was on one
of these occasions that I remember waking and eyes still closed
listening to the long soft intermittent whistle of the gas feeding
two large gas lights.
"Opening my
eyes and sitting up on my mother's lap I can still see in that pale
artificial moonlight a lady called Gladys Shepherd wearing a brown
Trilby-like hat, stuck in whose hat band was a long brown feather
pointing upwards.
" I can still
see her as she got up to make the tea. Mr and Mrs Williams, Maggie,
Mr Smith - I can still see in my mind's eye gratefully reaching
out for their cups.
"And Uncle Joe
? As Rabbi Lionel Blue put it - six million Jews sent up hundreds
of prayers a day and every one in vain.
"Did my mother
believe that in her case the Almighty made an exception?
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