| "My earliest memory 
            was occasioned by a little-known wartime disaster.
 "Two thousand 
              soldiers were photographed just before they embarked on a troop 
              ship. It was probably the most poignant photograph ever taken because 
              all except one perished in a torpedo ambush. 
             "My Uncle Joe 
              was saved because at the last minute he was diagnosed with TB and 
              was taken off the ship. 
             " My mother, 
              then 26, was a fanatical believer in the power of prayer and in 
              spite of the blackout organised all-night prayer meetings, possibly 
              in the belief that the Almighty would be more impressed. 
             "These stalwart 
              members of a tiny little church were indeed brave. 
             "Searchlights 
              overhead following the faint, feeble glow of wartime shaded lamps, 
              gasmasks at the ready, eight to 10 people, women and men trudged 
              down from Cradeley Heath past the gasworks up a steep alleyway, 
              down a stone-littered unmade road, before reaching the earth path 
              that led to a converted chainmaking workshop. 
             "It was on one 
              of these occasions that I remember waking and eyes still closed 
              listening to the long soft intermittent whistle of the gas feeding 
              two large gas lights. 
             "Opening my 
              eyes and sitting up on my mother's lap I can still see in that pale 
              artificial moonlight a lady called Gladys Shepherd wearing a brown 
              Trilby-like hat, stuck in whose hat band was a long brown feather 
              pointing upwards. 
             " I can still 
              see her as she got up to make the tea. Mr and Mrs Williams, Maggie, 
              Mr Smith - I can still see in my mind's eye gratefully reaching 
              out for their cups. 
             "And Uncle Joe 
              ? As Rabbi Lionel Blue put it - six million Jews sent up hundreds 
              of prayers a day and every one in vain. 
             "Did my mother 
              believe that in her case the Almighty made an exception? 
             
             
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